being a lazy fat a**
i'm glad that i started planning for my post exams activities during the exam period. cos all i feel like doing now is to do nothing. which is a complete waste of time. and an extremely bad attitude to have. i guess the unattainable has more appeal for me so it was so much more fun to plan the things to do when i wasnt supposed to be doing them. to think of the number of people i have to get in touch with to get a certain something done is giving me a headache. trying to pretend that the task doesnt exist is not going to work for now.
the way to prevent yourself from eating more chocalate and/or ice cream is quite simple actually. just overload yourself with a sinful amount for one time and swear off it for the rest of the week. cos the whole week's calories from chocs/ice cream is definitely going to accumulate to more than the single indulgence. my warped theory of dieting.
had my first ever bbq without bbq-ing anything cos there was nothing to bbq in the first place. hahas... only the funties can do something like that. and why am i not surprised when there was none of the initial promised food in sight? i have no idea whether to be amused or irritated that after three years, so many things still stayed EXACTLY the same.
i see the irony in the sitautions when i'm expected to give advice or constuctive statements wrt someone else's plight. when i'm the least qualified person to do so. then again, maybe the fact that i'm so unqualified gives my so much more time to listen to what they have to say.
i hope the people who keeps me grounded in life will always be around to do that.
jacq | 1:04:00 AM
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