shit! am quite indifferent with regards to exams. maybe not quite indifferent but not concerned enough. whuch is quite bad actually. too many exams over the years kinda numbs you. and to think my parents are concerned that i will get totally stressed out in the university that i may turn bonkers. i guess the fact that exams being not a big part of the system influences me viewpoint as well. btw, i got my very first grade of my university career. and it's one freaking mark to the next grade. have always been cursed with the one-mark-to-the-next-grade crap. but cos of what my parents have inculcated in me, i never really felt the urge to go ask for a better mark (which is very do-able in this subject). as long as the current grade is pretty decent, i'll be ok. obviously i could have done better but i had quite an intersting proj group. i could cry over it if i want to but what's the point? learning is so much more than grades anw and i cant say that i had put in 100% effort to make things within the group work. so, much as i hate to admit it, i probably deserved what i got. ultimately, i know grades do matter and this will make me wanna slack less. but i've learnt so much more than what grades can quantify. so yarh. btw, am hoping against hope that the miracle for midterm repeats for my bizlaw paper which i'm beyond screwed for. please please please...

i didnt deserve the "last paper celebration" with the biatches cos i didnt quite put in enough effort to warrant a celebration. but who cares? hahas... we're totally photo whores. and i'm going to miss them so much next sem when we're no longer in the same classes. dont care! we'll try to meet up as much as possible during this hol. darns... there's so many things i intend to do that the hols seem pathetically short.