i guess i dont blame people for misundestanding. on occasions, i even get a kick out of it. still, the complexity of the issue makes it hard for me to hear certain things. people outside the loop probably see certain aspects clearer than me. and i do know that talk will occur. oh wells, if i gave a damn, i'd end up being a misearble-trying-please-everyone person.
after three days, i finally felt that i was actually having a holiday. which is epitomised by not getting ANYTHING constructive done aka wasting time. why cant life be like that all the time?
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