from the top of my head
i should just leave my phone in silent mode. especially i'm alone in the room and it is totally quiet. getting the shock of your life is NOT funny. this is one big reason why i dont watch scary movies. ever. am too much of a coward and wuss.
cant rem the exact comment but she said that being in business is not really exploring the brain's fullest potential (or somewhere along those lines). didnt take offense as i agreed. i am truly losing my ability to think and write. social commentary based on my points of view dont count. since i repeat them over and over again to different people anw. there's this opinion about how being aware of your flaws is the first step to a change for the better. what others should know about me is that while i am aware of the flaw, i am seldom motivated enough to change. or hardworking enough.
honestly, since i'm not amazingly smart or amazingly talented or amazingly beautiful, it's a miracle that i got where i am today. who says miracles dont happen? i swear by them!!!
the less you hope things happen, the more they actually do. sometimes, the most insignificant things cheer me up. i'm done analysing my relationships with others. if you cant take me for who i am, too bad! i sound like a self absorbed brat but i dont see the need for me to change to suit anyone. hahas.. which makes my parents super worried that i will be stuck by their side forever. like i'm that bad a daughter.
my family is funny. they decided that they should sell me their houses and cars. yes, i DO have the money to purchase. in maybe ten years' time. my lovely grandmother has already booked me for the first meal using my pay after i graduate. sometimes, the amount of confidence they have in me is downright delusional. other times, they drive me up the wall. but i cant imagine life without any of them. and i dont want a life without any of them :)
jacq | 1:14:00 AM
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