"At times it is strangely sedative to know the extent of your own powerlessness." Erica Jong
i shall not even start on how fucked i am with my first paper in 9 frigging days.
it is weird cos i am happy. for no real apparent reason. when stress should have been the state i ought to be in.
minus the impending doom, i love my life.
conclusion: i am going mad.
and it is all huan's fault that i am swearing so much. -looks innocent-
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