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disagreements are inevitable but i think it's just sad that the mgt cant see the opinions and the reasons behind these opinions of the people on the ground. i do get that the mgt faces alot of their own contraints. but if the lack of understanding is sufficient to drive the extremely dedicated people away, it's just such a waste. politics sucks.
i wonder if there was something i should learn between A levels and uni that i missed out. everyone's expectations of you grow a million fold - just cos the whole persona you have taken on is called undergraduate. oh wells... i know i will rise to the occasion. it's do or die anw. i am afterall my harshest critic so if i end up killing myself, it is my own fault. school is only as much as what you want it to be. which is why i refuse to totally cut off all my social activities despite the fact that my grades need some sorta miracles. i am seriously worried. to be really pragmatic, i guess this is the last stage of my youth-hood. thus, i want to continue knowing a diversity of people. i want to continue being myself despite all the pressures to conform to a certain mould. i want to continue to live life (though i'm sadly lacking of it right now). forever i want. hahas.
love my funTy people. only with them that we can spend like an hour imitating other people's laughter, create a pointless conv out of it and laugh till i cry. we are so full of crap and nonsense. and i think his royal highness the prince can write a book on pointless theories together with my lover aka his cutie. we already have too many. if only funTy outings are not so painful for the wallets. then all will be perfect. :)
jacq | 1:30:00 AM
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