people change
as all the experiences become memories, i look back in retrospect. the times i've laughed, the times i cried. the times i got angry with myself, the times i was pissed off by you. the times i acted crazy, the times sudden bouts of sanity regained.
it was a big rollercoaster ride and i lost count of the exhilarating and scray moments. occasionally, the dark tunnel seems never ending. on others, the bright sun never stopped shining. but every single part of the ride was memorable, something which i'll never forget.
if i could turn back time, i would relive all of them again. i'm just a sucker for happier times. not that i'm unhappy now. things are just different. we grow up, leave a bit of ourselves behind and move on with our lives. so many things/places remind me of you but it's inevitable. and strangely, i'm thankful instead of harbouring resentment. because even as we drift apart, there are still tangible aspects that remain, however 'surface' they may appear to be.
as usual, i'm being matter of fact. i guess you can only remain in your own fantasy and be deluded for that long. i was told by friends that i am sometimes too practical. but matter of fact is just matter of fact. there are still so many things i wanted to say that i never got to saying, things i wanted to do but never got around doing; but i have accumulated enough insanity. essentially, i have no major regrets.
walking through this on my own, i've learnt that i'm stronger and more sensible than i ever thought i was. it's kinda sad that i cant really share most of it with people but it also made everything more unique-ly mine. am i even making sense? perhaps i'm taking it for granted but i know that you'll always be around for me. which is why going separate ways is bearable. thank you for being part of life.
[rockapella]
Didn't hear a tone, are you, hello
I never hear a tone, I guess you know
I can't remember what I called to say
I thought you might be home on Saturday
I really can't believe it's been a year
It took a little time without you here
I'm guessing you survived alone somehow
It's good that I can joke about it now
I still avoid the park at Christopher
Never wanna feel the way we were
Unless I'm in a hurry for that train
And that's the only newsstand open late
People change (people change) everyday (everyday)
Change like you (change like you)
I got all the time in the world
People cry (people cry) all the time (all the time)
Cry like me (cry like me)
We got all the time in the world
It's been so long that no one even asks
And everybody's walkin' on the grass
Grass that took a while to reappear
I'd forgotten green without you here
Christmas came and went upon this bench
Tryin' to justify what made no sense
Now the ivy's overrun the tears
But it could never hide what happened here
People change (people change) everyday (everyday)
Change like you (change like you)
I got all the time in the world
People cry (people cry) all the time (all the time)
Cry like me (cry like me)
We got all the time in the world
(Fillin' in the conversation by myself)
(Fillin' in the reason why you leave me leavin', leavin')
(Thinkin' back, the hope we had was more than mine)
The hope we had was more than mine (more than mine)
I know it makes sense to you (more than mine)
Just make it make sense to me
Maybe I'm alive beneath the snow
Maybe you're too petrified to know
I can't believe that you would tell me lies
How could I have missed that in those eyes
Maybe if I only heard your voice
I would understand you had no choice
And though I'm glad it's clear for you to see
I wish that you could make it make sense to me
People cry (people cry) all the time (all the time)
Cry like me (cry like me)
I got all the time in the world
Flowin' in and out your life (people change)
By tomorrow mornin (everyday)
Flowin' in and out my life (people change)
People change (people change) everyday
People cry (people change) all the time
People change (people change) everyday
jacq | 11:10:00 AM
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