we set the bar. yay! but why does it still feel like we have so much to settle when the final presentation is over?
came to the sad conclusion that even if i forgo sleep, it is unlikely that i'll be able to complete all the things i have to this weekend. how to prioritise when everything screams "i should be the top of the list"? why is it that even "waking up" at the second half of the semester seems to fail in propelling me forward? so irritating.
despite wanting to experience the whole ambit of whatever (i have lost my vocab a long time ago), i do hope ever so often that everything could have been normal. i'm always full of contradictions. underlying emotional issues have yet to be addressed but taking comfort in the fact that care still exists.
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