i often wonder wht am i bothering to experience jobs that i will likely never take up in the future. maybe deep down, there is a certain arrogance in me that want to be able to tell people that 'hey! i did that before so you cant say that i dont understand and judge me for that.' maybe i just want to show others that i am able to relate and can actually do it. maybe i am just being dumb. i cant vouch for five years down the road. but for now, being on the receiving end of condescendance keeps my ego in check.
money hoarder. what i am after realising the value of money as i get pathetic pay.
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