counting
list of things that i should be/am happy about with my life at this very moment
- i'm alive and kicking despite all the crap i subject my body to.
- my family, which i neglect all the time, is always here for me.
- still stubbornly clinging onto all the friendships that mean much to me, even if we meet once or twice evry year.
- good books that are finished in a day despite having to work.
- the idiot box. enough said.
- all the material comforts i'm enjoying.
- knowing that tecnically, i dont have to work for money. for now.
- hearing from all the people who i thought have disappeared from the face of this earth.
- when i stop counting down the minutes to break/end of work, even if only for a little while.
- rendering more help than necc as stipulated by job scope; thus doing my insignificant part for the dismal state of svc industry.
- being a little bit convinced that the uniform i'm abt to wear come sept isnt as horrible as i thought it was.
- 'talking' to ex-crushes and stull being amazed of how certain r/s(s) turn out and laughing at how silly i once was (and sometimes still am).
- a fab dinner in front of my husband - the tv set.
- knowing that i can slp for 8 hours if i want to.
- not having to plan gatherings but still having them.
- not getting mad but getting even.
- not having to wait for buses that take forever to arrive.
- receiving phone calls about fun, frivolous things.
- knowing that i can still do most of the things i want to do, despite all the naggings from parents.
- occasional, random reminders about things that make me smile.
- having sms convs with 4 special people about the most mundane of life's situations and being damn thankful that they have been a part of life; whether near or far, 8 years or 15 mtns worth of friendships.
- contented with my lot in life.
jacq | 12:18:00 AM
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