inappropriate and insane
from an interview of sandra bullock:
"You just want that in the end, even if they never meet - this person gave her and she gave him the safety to express and to fully be themselves outside of the world they created for themselves. For someone to be true to their instincts even though it goes against every logical path that society would want you to take is pretty incredible. Those people are few and far between who make a choice in life that goes against the way they think things should be."
it is tough knowing that something is technically going nowhere and is in absolute contrast with the rest of ordinary life. yet you want this something to maintain status quo. as of now, i am thoroughly ambivalent. and wont mind divine intervention. anws, i refuse and fight it from consuming who i can and will be. it's difficult not to feel godforsaken-despondent-depressed-cynical (as TM by the lovely kay who is suing me so i mightaswell plagiarise all the way) in light of the challenges we face in daily living.
but i am not struggling to survive. so i shall learn to complain less and appreciate more, to expect less and be surprised more, to count the already have(s) and not the want to(s). basically just be a better human being. and grow up a little bit more each day.
out of point: i miss hanging out at the odac table. and i miss watching karen dance, both literally and metaphorically.
jacq | 11:36:00 AM
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