still the little girl
i'm happily prancing about doing what i do best (generally) - nothing. i do understand that it is nothing to shout about. but since i'm never going to be that big, extraordinary person, i might as well live and be glad that i am mediocre. hey! being alive is already something to celebrate :)
we tend to put incredulous expectations on people we care a lot about. which is why they bear the brute of our unahppiness and anger. expectations are such vague things. in my attempt to be more matured, i will try not to have too many expectations of those i love. because they all have their own lives to lead. it's comforting to know that they will be around when the need arises even if they are seldom around in most ordinary cases.
and no matter how much i grow up (or dont), i will never cease 3 persons' little girl. so unfortunately for them, they will always get to see the most real and often not very pretty side of me. oops!
jacq | 10:17:00 PM
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