to laugh or to cry?
me should stop looking for stuff. cos when i stop looking, they suddenly appear right in front of me. no warning. just the effect. how ironic. actually, my rudimentary brain cant process this strange phenomenon that always seem to happen. so i cant decide whether i should laugh or cry.
"daytime friends. nighttime lovers." damn! i should take a photo of the advertisement. i know it's not meant to sound/mean that way but how can i let that go when it's glaring at us in front of kenny rogers?
if anyone overheard us, i would be mistaken as a bi (which doesnt seem that much an inpossibility at this pt in time. hahahs... dont worry all my girlfriends, you babes are all still very safe from sexual harrassment.) but honestly, females are so much more fun to look at. and being born a female, it gives me liberty to do so in plain sight. ha!
"I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are creepin' about
These people are freakin' me out (these days)
It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talkin' to me
And why can't anyone see
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live"
~good charlotte
at this moment, i am so in love with myself. yes, i will probably screw up for finance. yes, the pile of work to be done still seems like a mountain load. yes, a lot of crap in life still remain as crap. but no one will love me more than me. so i am going to DO JUST THAT. :)
jacq | 10:03:00 PM
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