being true to me
grappling with crazy emotions make me all the more appreciative of the relationships that remained the same in my life, of people who are around for me. at the most fundamental level, i have never has a better look at myself than before. i believe in fairytales, i also believe that certain things are out of our hands. still, it is frustrating to want something i cant have. i'm dealing with that. not that i was victimised as i have always the power to make a different choice. no one screws around with me in the first place. and there is no question that i will learn and grow instead of cowering.
never been one to conceal how i feel for long anw. just a little but crazier with respect to that now i guess.
update:
especially appreciative of last min lets-go-eat-spend-money-and-grow-fat company and two-hour long phone conversation. you guys made a difference without realising how much.
jacq | 11:50:00 AM
...............
...............