we have to learn to let go of stubborn conventions and realise that sometimes, it doesnt matter anyway. things will always remain the way they are.
at least to me, it is hyper ironic that in many occasions, people find it difficult to be truly honest to the people they are supposed to share the deepest emotional connection with yet dont encounter the same problem with friends. maybe the emotional connections are so intense that simple, innocent non-issues are read and taken out of context. just something i feel we should ponder upon.
if i was blackmailed by certain individuals in my life, i will just go kill myself because there is no way i can be able to pay them off with the information they possess.
i've come up with the crazy idea of ruling the world for one day. almost immediately, i realised the first thing i should do is to make every single day that day forever. so i can be queen of the universe forever. and you laughed, in the sort of way i have not seen for a long time.
testosterone featured more in my calender this week, what happened to my gfs?
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