i may regret the outcome of this but i wont be able to live with myself for not making and executing the decision. yups.. i can be deceiving, conniving, manipulative and ultimately, a bitch. for this instance, my intentions are pure. certain things in life i employ the dont ask dont say policy; other things are on the need to know basis. unfortunately, this is one of those situations that i want to know more than i should (and actually do).
oh wells, blissfully unaware only makes me seem stupid.
i've done all that i can. things are now out of my hands.
"Makes me that much stonger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter"
my stack of never ending readings is forever sitting in a pile taunting me. crap!
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