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i still want to play, i still want to dream, i still want to hide in the enclave i call my world. unfortunately, very few would or can afford to indulge me in all the above. sooner or later, the cruel corporate world would drag me into its dungeons and start sucking my soul. if i'm lucky, i would lose youth and a bit of health. if i'm not, i'd probably lose myself. what optimistic future to look forward to.
it is without question that i want to achieve career success. yet as seen from previous happenings, i may very well not be able to draw the neccessary lines to maintain values and ethics. day by day, i'm being forced to grapple with this reality. i used to be so sure that i can put my foot down. apparently, i thought too highly of myself. i am not yet ready to face the world.
realisation of the day: at 12 years of age, there were indications of aggression, chasing-my-own-dreams and seizing-the-moments plus rather insane nature.
three days ago, it was the length of skirt. two days after, it was the colour green. we are just too bored :P
jacq | 1:00:00 AM
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