maybe i'm truly learning to be the bigger person. maybe i just have a soft spot. so long that happiness is achieved, i can let go/give up whatever. because at the end of the day, time will heal the wounds and this will be one of richest life's lessons. contentment is never elusive - i will definitely look back and rejoice about how i meant a fair deal.
it's amazing that this is more than forgiving and forgetting, loving and hating. perhaps all these are divine interventions to show me i cant have everything in life. after all, it is in pain that we appreciate pleasure, with loss that we treasure what we still hold dear.

helps that josh duhamel is so damn.bloody.hot. :p (and i am so going through a drooling over eye candies phase.)
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