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all the people who believe in me more so than myself;whether i acknowledge it or not,
whether i tell you how much i love you or not,
whether you see me often or not;
words fail to express how i grateful i am for your presence.
so now, i'm going back to something horrible called responsibilities and start on the midterms not yet studied, start on the reports not yet written, start on the mess not yet cleared, start working on the grades not yet great.
wish me luck!
to whoever who need to know this -
i am in the midst of a damn fucked up period for school so i absolutely do not need this right now. plus having the ability to be the slut doesnt mean that i'd choose to do so. i dont like to do disappearing acts cos i need to be accountable for them in times to come. but just for today, i want to fully concentrate on hitting the books and doing alright for my midterms.
everyone just need to settle down and think clearly without interruptions for a while. and people ought to give me a break for being who i am, loving who i like, expressing what i feel and just being honest without having to consider possible ramifications too much. the world is too veiled and shroud in secrecy in the first place.
jacq | 1:18:00 PM
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