transition
seeing beyond the superficialities of supposed lala land. i'm not overjoyed that i have to but i'm grateful i did.
standin transition.
like all other times i've been around for people until they move on, this wont last. guess i touched people enough to come to me when they need help but not sufficient to want me around after that. yet every single encounter makes me grow up a little more, understand humans a little better, appreaciate all that i have a little more deeply.
being crazily sentimental, i would miss all that have become an almost habit. i wont pretend that i wont. but in this tiny time frame i have to make a difference, i would still contnue to do so. not because i'm a self-sacrificial soul but because i want and feel happy doing so. even if i have to mourn the loss later. ultimately, loss is but a passing phase too.
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i'm juggling multiple personalities facing different peoplem that i am beginning to get quite confused myself.
"I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
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i love my highly abused, horrendously heavy, hugely important iBook and iPod! no reason other than.
jacq | 12:12:00 PM
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