and thus they fall again
and thus they fall again.
i have already stopped asking myself why.
because i can never find a perfect or satisfactory answer.
i want to be angry.
but disappointment results and it is much more difficult to bear.
yet, facts cannot be changed.
history cannot be rewritten.
experiences cannot be wiped away.
i hate this feeling of sadness.
so i've decided to give up.
i'm closing myself in.
i'm putting up defenses.
i'm no longer going to trust anyone other than myself.
and thus they fall again.
perhaps once the walls are thick enough, they will stop.
jacq | 2:07:00 AM
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