i'm hopeless at...
getting to a destination without getting lost. even though i went to the same place too many times to count. boarding the bus because you vaguely recall it bringing you to the destination is NOT a good idea. taking the bus you think would take you to said place faster is NOT a good idea. realising that the bus seems to turn away from familiar roads and waiting for it to maybe turn out of totally foreign roads is NOT a good idea. and being me, i have no idea how to give directions to where i'm supposed to be at. because as far as i'm concerned, knowing how to get that is all that matters. actually, i am so used to getting lost that i'm never worried about not finding my way out of the situation. somehow i always do. i just exasperate whoever is meeting me at the correct place. i should just carry a map wherever i go.
having an eye for detail. after saying certain things that betrayed that sorry truth about myself, i could picture hands around my neck and being strangled by a particular zoned person who actually ought to know that about me alr. but anw, shows that at least i'm self-aware. on a more serious note though, i have to be less ignorant. so for the sake of 100% commitment to the things i plan to do (and to ensure that the pathetic organ i have that people call a brain dont degenerate further), i'd start doing my homework soon.
getting to school for FT on time. whether it is for the morning or noon lesson. and the most incredulous thing is that while i am willing to pay 6 times my normal transportation cost for cab fare, i cant find an empty cab in sight! this just goes to prove that cabbing is a bad idea (mostly true for the pockets anw). what is going to ensue due to my hopelessness in this aspect is too complicated and boring to put into words. but basically, it explains why i'm blogging about this in the school library right now.
did i say i am hopeless again?
at many many things actually. those are but a few.
jacq | 11:14:00 AM
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