- for the first time in my life, i can officially say that i need to talk more.
i failed class participation! literally i.e. score below half the total mark; aka i am not being melodramatic.
there are things in life you dont expect to happen but they do anyway. oh wells.. at least i didnt suck all that much in the overall grade. only because i kinda got immuned to the fact that i would never do okay in school in the first place.
so now i am playing the guess which grades would kill me most game. how fun
one and half years. what it took to turn me into a bitch with agenda. life is not fair. so why bother playing fair? wait, i shall quantify that, i will only play fair if it gets me somewhere.
work hard to earn more money. study hard to gain better employment prospects. love in hope to be loved in return. care so as not to die lonely. face it, we are all manipulative assholes. it's a matter of having the balls to face the facts.
vindictive, acrimonious, malevolent.
changes occur in us without us realising.
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