battle of the sexes
DISCLAIMER: for those who hate crazily soppy posts, do go ahead and skip.
i have no idea who i seem closer to guys as i grow older. maybe cos guys tend to judge less. maybe cos there's this inevitable want to compete with other girls. dont get me wrong, i still have and love all my gfs and do the craziest things with them. they are irreplaceable in my life. just that when it comes to deep dark secrets, i have this slight inclination to tell my guy friends instead. just rather weird. perhaps i'm sometimes tired of having to be strong, achieving, undefeatable and just want to (dare i say it?) be a girl.
it is difficult to allow yourself to be vulnearable at times.
anw, i am glad to have the old you back. the one who doesnt run away when i reach out. the one who allows me to be a brat. the one who has been a pillar of strength. i hope this you doesnt go away anytime soon.
jacq | 12:09:00 AM
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