cogitation
i still cant see how gyrating in a space that is barely enough for one to breathe and shuffle forward can provide a 'chill out' factor. maybe it is the fact that i hate crowd but bouncing up and down in one spot of which you pay through the nose for? really, i can do without.
so much sex was used as fodder that "sleaze", "tacky" and "crap" just kept flashing in the mind. crassy was given a whole new meaning. if the theme had been different, perhaps i wont be that judgemental. then again, perhaps it's just me. anyways, she won! beauty and brains and completely wholesome in spite of all the sleaze.
sometimes, there are people in my life who i love to hate. blessed with the looks and the grey matter. as in that is not enough, they are terribly unassuming, absolutely adorable and i know i can count on them for anything. i can just envision ten years down the road when they become damn successful, damn rich but still pretty much the crazy people i know. and i will stand in line alongside their gazillion other admirers, being happy for them. because they deserve it.
i'm glad that there is at least one person in my life who makes me believe that complexity doesnt need to be present in cross-gender friendships. and am damn bloody grateful for his presence in my life. just because i am open and engaging (of which i'm pretty much to everyone semi-close) doesnt mean that i want to take anything to any level. plus i dont get impressed easily. so half-baked or full-fledged attempts are useless. when i start reading agendas from people's actions, anything more than professional relationships with me become impossiblities.
speaking of professional, dedication can be madness. capitalising on the situation doesnt quite encapsulate it. but hey! dont waste time right? a very tight ship is being run. ms wan, ms loo and mr chiang, hope that you all werent driven to boredom (too much) by the rest of us.
people say that information is king. and mankind has taken that to a whole new level. consumer behaviour, marketing research, human capital management. is it really ethical to study someone else in our warped attempts to make sense of the world around us? while trying to race to the top, we have effectively commenced on racing to the bottom. i think the human race is a terrifying race.
jacq | 9:41:00 AM
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