ghost
the ghost of economics past has come back to haunt me. as i agonisingly flipped through the pages of my notes, i wonder how on earth i am going to survive this. damn macro economics. now it's called international economics. i am as un-international as one can get so attempting to make sense of anything international is way beyond means. lalala... did i mentioned that i'm screwed?
thankfully the blood types differ. or else it would just be scary. one who makes me laugh everytime. the other who makes it difficult for me to stay angry for long. two very important aquarius(es) whom i have the tendency to rattle on and on to. sometimes i wonder how much gets in. or if they are just too polite to ask me to shut up.
so similarly introverted. so alike in outward expressions of okay-ness despite internal struggles. so making me think about how much i actually know them.
let's hope reverse osmosis works and that the ghost would be exorcist.
i am still hoping for the day where people around me will undercommit so that i can do the same. bah. the problem with hating to let people down.
jacq | 1:06:00 AM
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