guilt
(a). Remorseful awareness of having done something wrong.
(b). Self-reproach for supposed inadequacy or wrongdoing.
funny how my mere existence can trigger guilty conscience.
funny how i built up defenses that "sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me".
funny how for all the already dead brain cells, i am still not that big an idiot.
dont do things to hurt people.
one may think the victory is obtained, not knowing that the shot is aimed at one's own foot.
because one day, the hidden will surface and illusions shatter.
and because i dont bite now doesnt mean i will not sharpen the fangs and wait for the perfect opportunity to strike.
it is folly to think that anyone can love you more than you love yourself. we are all just selfish bastards who are too self-indulgent to admit that fact.
jacq | 3:06:00 AM
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