heaps of unmentioned gratitude
making my school related problems yours but still indulging to help me with them. dinner/supper after rushing to get things done. the no holds barred conversations about everything under the sun. doing respective work even though we are supposed to be hanging out. never seen before more than ten-year-old spectacles. genuine understanding. staring at the ceiling and talking about death, growing old and degenerating body parts. laughing at my inability to process information and my stealing your iTunes music. offering to elevate my pseudo orphan status during this period. holding my hand (and goddamn heavy laptop) before finally sending me off on my way. being my rock and an incredible friend.
i was dethroned...
from being the ultimate jaywalker in my life.
when i lamented that he ought to tell me that we are making our way across the road (in the most dangerous fashion ever), he said immediately and matter of factly, "We're crossing the road." yeap.. i cant see the fact that i was risking my life by standing in the middle of it already. i was divided between hitting him and laughing.
not so related thought:
Because we are crazy enough to want to manipulate but end up being manipulated.
So irritatingly human.
jacq | 5:46:00 PM
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