exhilaration without the pain.
understanding without the sacrifices.
maybe they exist in an alternate universe.
why this weekend is unique:
waking up on both days, in different homes, to people who mean a lot. i must have muttered godknowshowmuch incomprehensible nonsense, looking the typical zombified self. the lack of self-consciousness is interesting as much as it is appalling.
it is always the simplest things that make you realise all that you have taken for granted. the simplest things that make you realise the ultimate joy comes from being accepted and loved for who you really are.
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