breaking point
the convergence of 4 presentations, 3 reports and 1 quiz in 3 days makes this semester the worst (yet).
i am turning schizo, alternating between periods of intense hyperactivity and pindrop silence. hours upon hours of staring at a computer screen is not helping. there is also this issue of dealing with people. i cant simply disappear into a little hole and sulk. nopes. whether because society dictates or it is just part of growing up, i am still expected to be a diplomate, to possess sensitivity, to volunteer for additional shit.
the mental exhaustion.
seriously, stop feeding me the cock and bull story about how everything is equipping me for the future. if this is any indication of my future, i am finding some painless way to take my own life.
sidenote for that 5 funties: the evening brought back much memories. miss the good ol' days :(
jacq | 12:59:00 AM
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