.. i've seen it all before and i'm seeing it all again...
for a person who is mostly in her own little world, i surprise myself on occasions when i am in heightened states of awareness. i will probably never understand the rationale and the motivation. i will probably put one foot in and get myself into trouble (always managing to do that). i promised to keep my mouth shut with regards to certain issues and i have to fulfil my end of the bargain to ensure cosmic balance. yet i am so damn tempted to break the silence.
and if anything, i've learnt never to believe anything i see or hear. because the life you are living could be a farce for all you know.
are we just pawns of destiny? i watch history repeats itself again. i wonder how many times i will witness it this lifetime.
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