speechless
even with my cantshutupwhenioughtto nature, i was at a loss of words so many times today. i can allude to the fact that my brain and body are shutting down. but more so due to the fact that each and every one of their problems are much bigger than mine. they attempt to cope in different ways - one cried, one got angry and another decided to embark on a alternate path.
i'd like to believe that humans beings always figure something out. after all, we survived 2000 years of evolution, wars, disasters and change to be where we are today. yet in the midst of crises, we feel that our whole world collaspe. i dont know what to say to make things better. because words are not going to magically alter situations and make problems disappear. but i will surface from my own crushing pile of responsibilties and be there in small ways.
and hope that the worst will be over soon.
jacq | 7:22:00 PM
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