evaluation
if i dont get acknowledgement, i am going to charge bizcom for my efforts.
effort per se is not the problem. but i dont need to do someone else's job.
parents do have high hopes.
to be suitably comfortable, i need to makem say, 3.5k within 5 years upon graduation.
if i want to provide them with what they requested for.
seriously.not.funny. especially with my mediocre and worse grades.
why am i not born with a silver spoon? hmph!
discovering that i already possess the deposition to thrive in the field(s) of choice.
losing that bit of integrity and gaining that bit of ability to manipulate.
essentially i dont see the need to burn bridges (social circles in this country are too small anws).
plus juggling expectations and managing opinions can exercise my degenerating brain. ha.
funny, quirky, touching, real.
always managing to make me cry and laugh at the same time.
gah. i can be so crazy emotional!!
jacq | 3:11:00 AM
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