jacqueline wants to run away!
and just becasue i have gone through my 17th and 18th years of life relatively unscathed and mostly happy, DO NOT FUCKING UNDERVALUE THE EFFORTS i have put in them.
funny enough, this came to mind when i made attempt 975674 to remain calm. when there is zero link to my agitated state. maybe it's the clear sky. maybe it brought to mind the breeze on that day. maybe cos this is an occasional thus more treasured view. maybe i'm already turning mad................